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Saturday, October 25, 2008

Unlucky days!!!

Attended RuiYu's wedding last sunday... a very special wedding dinner at the pool side... bt abit too stuffy... ah hong korkor n elaine is really v hot... went over to her huz to stay over nite on sat to help her some stuff n oso for sun... i was so paisei to say tat i was the 1st to slp n the last to wake up... too tired n bcuz my eyes are nt feeling very well... congras to marcus n ruiyu again to their marriage... time flies... i gt to noe ruiyu coming to 10yrs n marcus abt 7yrs... wow...
I screwed up wee seng's submission... do 1 wrong 1... shit... i did wrong alot!!! i realli hate myself for that... whenever there's 1 submission wrong, my head will b spinning n i feel my whole body v v hot tat i feel like sweating no matter hw cold the air con is... i juz felt so bad n guilty... i even had a dream last nite tat i gt rejection... my mine... the bad dream is back again... the last time i had tis dream was 1 yr ago when i keep getting rejection oso... i dunno y i juz cant sit down n concentrate... I mux concentrate!!!! i feel so bad towards wee seng n his clients!!! WAT HAPPEN TO ME???